Holiday Cheer

Holidays really aren't my thing since mom and dad have passed. As I sit and bawl my eyes out here in SAMs Club parking lot, I am hurting, badly. 

I am really more into sleeping and watching movies on Thanksgiving than being around anyone. Paul isn't able to walk at all these days and I am sure he isn't looking forward to it either. Briana andSheila are truly the only reason I want to go. I know I will be okay once we get there... I am getting older and want to be with everyone , but when sadness overtakes, I just want to hide. 

Help me, Lord.