|Parents... grow up!|
|which is indicated by what you do when your spouse isn't looking. imagine chatting with others online when you have someone who is duped into thinking you are loyal!|
|so don't bash the 'step' when you can't be bothered to be a parent.|
|yep. sometimes you need reminders that you are not completely and idiot. too bad it creates an untrusting soul...and heart.|
|every single time. every single significant other...|
|just to clarify.|
|the children. they grow up in a horrible world, unless of course mom finds a better dad for the kids! which is almost a given!|
|saddest thing to realize is that you were not loved at all. words. words mean nothing. after all, most words are lies.|
I pray every day that the decisions I am making for myself are good ones. That the Lord will pull me back when I am heading in the wrong direction and lead me where HE wants me to be. Many people don't understand at all, but the very few that do, I lean on to be with me through the rest of my days.
Its a process. I think if I weren't a booty call, I would have never broke it off with J. He was the whole package. Fun, good looking, sexy...but I was dealing with too much. And couldn't compete ... but that is a WHOLE different talk show ;)
so tonight, we sit in front of the fireplace, and watch old shows, and talk about our future... And I sit and work on the fun book ... enjoy Brenden being in South Carolina for a few days and just try and work on figuring out my life. If that is really possible.