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Good Morning! Its been a crazy morning here at The Nat! But I have a few minutes, and my homework is though and all of the paper work is through and I just thought I would come here and pour out some thoughts I have been having lately. :-)

• I love my school and my job, and although I get 'giddy' when I say FEBRUARY 14TH IS MY LAST DAY... I am scared to death! I love each one of the people that I work with. Since my mom and dad passed away, they are really like family to me. My boss is the bomb. He really cares for each one of the students, and for each one of the workers here. He is funny and friendly and compassionate. My other boss is a hard worker but is always there if one of us needs her. Then there is our Career Counselor, Jamie. I was always under the impression she was , idk, cold maybe. Then one day when I was sitting alone in a class, studying for my finals, she came by and I asked if I could talk to her. She took the time, sat with me and listened to my concerns and worries. She never looked at her watch, like I GOTTA GO, but listened, offered outstanding advice and hugged me when we were done. I was crying and she reached out to me. I told her afterwards that she should go out in the Student 'Public' more. Everyone thinks she is unreachable. She is the most honest, down to earth person, and I was lucky to have that time to find that out about her. I am going to be lost on February 17th, when I have no job with my 'family' and no where to go ... I am so blessed here. I know God has a plan for me already. So I won't worry too much, but I am human.
• My friend John is picking me up for dinner tonight with his mom. Its her 87th birthday and he asked me to join them for dinner!!! Ok, I am a LITTLE 'giddy' here today. He is so nice and I really do like him a lot. I shouldn't because I have not let anyone into my heart since 2004, and then, my heart was broken. I can't go through that ever again. Taking 3 years to get it all back together again is a long time, and sometimes... I don't want to take that chance again.
• I am glad its Friday, I cannot wait til Family Breakfast tomorrow. I wonder if its time to invite John to 'break bread' with my family.... nah. A few more dates maybe.
• I am going to go and buy some new tires Saturday afternoon. John said I am still good with mine, but my 'mom' gave me a special gift from 'santa', for tires. hehehe... or should I say 'hohoho'!!
• Well, I have some work to do ... so have a great day.