Did you ever just think "I wish I were normal"!!?? I told my sister that last night in a very emotional conversation that we had. "NORMAL" ??? She asked... What the hell is NORMAL? So then I proceeded to name some 'normal' friends that I had. To which she answered... 'gay', 'obnoxious', 'insecure', 'overly sensitive', 'drama queen'.... just to prove that everyone I mentioned had some sort of 'issue'. So, I decided to turn it. Make it HER friends (whom I feel NONE are normal, but for the sake of argument). To which she answered "bankrupt", "drunk", "cheating on her husband".... thus proving 'normal' to me is just a fantasy. But, I am not.
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Last night coming home was scary. I have a deep fear of driving Belmont when the roads are icy and the sun is NOT out. Gangstas walk the streets, I mean IN the streets. They carry not concealed weapons, but they carry ones I can see reflecting off the street lights. The other option is the freeway and my only answer to that is NO. I have put off buying tires for so long in hopes of buying a car and now... well, its not a good thing!
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Well, I need to scoot out of here. Work at 8. One more week of work then who knows what happens next. Have a beautiful day! Happy Friday Eve!!
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