GRAPEFRUIT JUICYFRUIT.

 
Two songs that bound my first husband and I together, forever. Sometimes I still even cry when I hear them. It happened on Weds in Keyboarding Class. Babe I Love You. Our dating song. It came on while I was working on my 50wpm and BANG! I started crying. I hate that!!

 I don't know that my second husband and I ever had an 'our song'. but we did have Vegas!

 I vented yesterday about 'obligations'. I got a couple of emails and I want to clarify that if you are a reader of this blog it is not about you. I keep my GFJF live separate from my real and social media life. I have to. This was something that happened on Facebook, and honestly, aside from my family and a few really REALLY good friends, most of those people are out of the woodwork. Some I don't know why we are even 'friends' because they hated me in school but all of a sudden they are inviting me to come to their house and well, please. You didn't like me 35 years ago, what makes you think I am any different of a person now than I was then. And then there are those who 'unfriended' me because of my political views. Um. OK. My life does not revolve around anyone anymore, and to be honest its much better for me that way. Another topic I've been thinking about is how sometimes, I get creep-ed out over peoples behaviour. People SO DESPERATE for attention, so needing to be liked by ANYONE that they go above and beyond asinine behaviour. Things they say, actions they perform. I understand totally that everyone is different, and everyone has their individual 'ways' about them, but when you stoop to such childish behaviour and ignorant words that its hard to believe you are a spouse or a parent or a partner or even a daughter or son. Its funny how just watching and listening can open your eyes. To me, any red flag is a red flag!! If a person cannot control their words or their actions there has to be some sort of issue with them. I feel this in school and really, stay as far from them as possible.

 I really am lucky that I don't have those people in my life. Its hard to handle.

 Well, I am going to go roll out another batch of dough. Have a great day today, and say I love you to the ones that show their love and loyalty to you..