Saturday, January 26, 2013

I Know Its Late, I Know You're WEary...

I know your plans, don't include me...still here we are. Here we are. Where are we? Here, we are  here. Its been such a great day. Great meeting with Ben Shapiro, he is a DOLL! Cute and curly hair and just the personality the bursts!! We actually sat and talked for almost 4 hours!! Tonight was nice, little company for a bit and tomorrow...dare I say MOM GOES WITH MEG FOR THE DAY! knock knock knock on wood. And I have that me time to just _____!!!

I was thinking tonight about doing things out of obligation vs doing things out of love. I feel like I do so many things out of obligation. To a certain extent that is good, but I'm kind of done with going above and beyond to people that have hurt me, and have assumed I will 'always be there' for them. I'm not. I really have moved on and aside from a few , things, I have no desire to keep this shit going. So tomorrow morning, when I step out of the bed, I don't care about anything outside of my life.

I need to get moving on my garage. Well, not this weekend, its a twee bit nippy, but I want to scream every time I walk into that garage. I have Christmas, and shipping boxes and bubbles and tape, Doggone Yummy shit and apples and bananas and potatoes all in baskets everywhere. Bird seed and suet and and and and and!!! I have the shelving, but I need to assemble it in the garage so I don't have to try and carry it out the door. Spring cleaning...

In 4 weeks I start my job!!! I have been picking up things here and there since I have to dress for the job. I just cannot find SHOES. I hate it. Idk. its hard for a blue jean girl to put on pantie hose and heels. smh. But, the pay is decent, it helps my student loans and , well, I need a job. I think. hahahah.

Well, I am off to bed. My baby Grace is so sick with an earache. I gave her some baby aspirin and she has been asleep on the bed most of the night. What would I do without my 'kids'. Even Spikey is laying with her. I guess we call the Vet, or my friend Gary, tomorrow. Poor baby.

Have a great weekend!

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