mundane monday.

what a day of crap news, crappy feeling and just crap all the way around. first, my brother went to the surgeon for a consult on his back surgery. the surgeon won't do it. he says there is something more wrong than what they thought. my mom said that my brother almost broke down and cried. he is in constant pain and can barely walk at all and was just hoping for this relief. crappy news. but I told him that he should just go through all the further testing they want to do, he has been deemed disabled, so maybe while he is waiting for decisions he can get some financial relief. he just withdrew 10k from his retirement just to live on for awhile and that devastates him. he is a saver and withdrawing is killing him.
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got a call from the doctors myself today. they are going to have to run some tests on my leg to determine what they are going to do about the left leg. i have been in pain since Friday and the medicine just keeps me asleep. so today i had to not take the medicine because I have 3 days of school coming up, and cannot afford to be tired. crappy feeling.
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the bull crap has subsided that i vented about earlier. i hate to have to be put to the test, but... its done til it starts again. crapppppy.
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went outside this morning and my car was broken into last night and they stole my GPS. my ex mom in law bought that for me several years ago and it is something i really appreciated and valued. fuckers. guess ill have to check craigslist or pawn shops to see if i can get it back. its something i couldn't afford on my own, ever. lazy ass fucking robbers.
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OK, gloom and doom report over.
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had a nice weekend, despite feeling like i did. sometimes you just have to have that person or those people to make it all OK.
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great breakfast with the bestie this morning. i always love just hanging out to talk out our shit.
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i have this 'friend' on blogger. i tell you what, he is so cool. i love his meme answers, his spirit and his all around honest approach to life. (((hugs))) Jim!! 
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well, I'm calling it a night. early mornings coming up and a huge test on Wednesday. I'll be at school all night tomorrow night. So, in case I take another blogging hiatus, ill see you later tomorrow night. AND if you pray, could you include my brother?

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