Saturday, July 28, 2012

is it friday or saturday....

always confused.
its been a pretty nice day, hanging out at the house making sauce and watching movies. much needed  day with my loves. rain and a cool breeze and just... perfect.
I've been dealing with a person who is really trying her best to make my life pure hell. Lies and bullshit have had me on edge for the past week. This afternoon when I realized I was taking her bullshit out on everyone around me, I had to come to a decision to put it all behind me. If it weren;t for the feelings of some people that mean the world to me, I'd make it a THROW-DOWN, but... I know its not worth it. I am so glad that there was a witness to what she is saying, so when push comes to shove, I can't be accused of anything when she tries to deny it. Did you ever just want to EXPOSE a freakin liar to everyone?  I think she knows that she has pushed me right to the edge, now the pity party is starting. Don't even bother trying to win important 'players' in this game. They all know. They ALL will stand by me. Watch your step.
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Well, now I am going to spend the evening with someone who will always be on and by my side. I just had to post this because I know that this is being read by the bitch, and had to vent. I'm apologizing all over the place because I am being a bitch to everyone and its not fair.
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Tomorrow will be better. Well actually TONIGHT will be better. And Becks... Cracker Barrel in the morning?  Text me.
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