Isn't life a kick in the pants sometimes? I was looking at some Pinterest stuff last night and coupled with what is going on in my life, and John's job and empty busyness, I was able to do some thinking. His job is now in Trumbull county and he has his own store. UPPER Trumbull county. He starts at 630 and works til 5. So, we don't really get to see each other very much, and well, I was reading another Pin, that I posted, and in the little picture, it says "why is it every time we say goodnight, it feels like goodbye". Sad I can't get that feeling anymore. There has only been one person in my life that I can say that about. Another part of that picture says... " the reason why you miss someone so much when they are not there, even if they are in the next room, your soul feels there absence. it doesn't realize the separation is temporary." I don't think some feelings ever die. Thoughts and dreams die. Relationships die. Hopes, fade away, but... idk.
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Did you ever feel a twinge of compassion for someone who really fucked up a family member? Well, I read the other day that someone I once cared about, and has gone crazy with their life, just miscarried twins. She wanted a family so badly, and although I don't think it mattered with WHO she got pregnant, she did. This is her 3rd husband. The second she married last June and the third she married last November. Whew, idk, 2 is enough for me, but we have different 'goals' for our life. Mine is to be happy and content, hers is to start a family. But... sometimes I think the Lord works in mysterious ways. I am often amazed at the people He DOES allow to reproduce!!!!
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Well, I have to get out of here. I hope you have an amazing day. And I just want to say Thank You. You know.
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