thought about 10 Thought Tuesday, a day late, but ... i don't care! :
- I am having a really hard separation anxiety with not being home! I just want to not leave the house.
- No electric in the living room. I came home last night, and the fuse was blown. Not JUST tripped, BLOWN. So, i have to hire an electrician to come and fix things.
- So, after a long heart to heart, about... what is going on with me physically and female-ly, John agreed with forgoing the sex until ... maybe forever. Hopefully he will be okay for awhile. If not, I am good, but I am really liking his company, and so I stay guarded and untrusting. :(
- 4 more weeks of school/work.
- I am going to like being a stay at home dog mama for awhile.
- I feel kind of down today. Maybe its knowing i have to pay an electrician. Maybe its wondering what is going to happen with no. 3. maybe, its just that kind of day.
- Blood work before school tomorrow. I hate going to the hospital at 6 am. bleah.
- I hate myself right now. I keep checking my Facebook for a message. a poke. a smile... WHY did I let myself get close to someone...WHY!!!
- Okay, no more obsessing. I am a big girl ( hahaha, well 2 sizes smaller since this new medicine. boo for the meds, yay for the 2 sizes smaller. ) and need to STOP! I like me better as a hard arse.
- Well, gotta go start placement testing. 2 more hours til I get to go home. xox
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