yesterday was such a horribly hard day. it was my parents anniversary. i can hardly look at these pictures without loosing it. I cannot even begin to tell you how much I miss them. I miss them. We lived my life in such a rocky relationship since I was the bad girl. Bad boys bad choices bad ass. I really wasn't I just wasn't Meg, or what they percieved Tommy to be. But in the 'world' in which my parents evolved, the financially wise ones were really the ones that made the right choices. I liked to spend and frequently 'treated' my friends to parties and celebrations. Anywho... regardless of the past years, I sat by my dad's side reading him a Jodi Piccoult book to him when we passed, and when my mom moved it with me, it was kooky at first, we both made no secret how we despised this new living situation, but... that changed. And I would hug her in the kitchen when she was talking to me, just because I wanted her to do it to me. She resisited, for awhile, but eventually she enjoyed them as much as I did. Today... I'd give anything to have just one more day with both of them. I love you mom and dad. And I miss you terribly.
Grateful for my late nite call which made me feel so much better.
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