baddayshavei

today has been a BAD day. yesterday was also BAD and Saturday, BAD as well. Friday I ran out of neuropathy pills. They are very expensive and  haven't gotten them from the Rx assistance place yet. I don't know if they are addicting, or what the deal is, but Saturday I was in so  much pain but had a class to attend so I just OD'd on Advil and got by, but I noticed I was irritated with some of the ppl in my class. But, even when I TRY to have patients, I don't always AND I was in pain. My mom was in her usual 'bed all day' mood so I was good. 
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Sunday. WORSE. I took a shower early and started working on some homework and studying for this week is finals week. I come up from the dining room and she is on the chair,  stinky and crouched over. "I want to go out for dinner". omg. I am so tired of being with her ALL THE TIME, I said "I have dinner on the stove, and really, your kind of  smelly." I'll take a shower and you put that away for tomorrow, she tells me. Well, I am CRAyZY in pain and want to do NOTHING, but I knew if I was going to survive, my brother could help me. "lets invite Tommy and Angie"  "OK". So we all go to that buffet place on 224. I was feeling mighty ugly so I kind of avoided conversations and my mom wants steak and onion rings. omg. Mom, how about something you might actually eat. Mashed potatoes and some chicken. NO. whateverrrrr!!
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Today is not much better. I did get my pills this morning though. Thought Rose was going to spend the night in the hospital tonight so I set up a nice study space in the warm living room as opposed to the freezing dining room, but ... she's back! My foot is feeling a little better, but this freakin lump behind my ear, I think that is where my headache is coming from. Anywho... Payroll accounting final tomorrow. Not looking forward to that, but looking forward to getting through with this term. And working. And getting my new computer and mixer and getting the house painted... 
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back to work.