GRAPEFRUIT JUICYFRUIT.

Sixty degrees and a warm breeze is blowing through the house. I should hop in the shower, but Im going to crawl into bed and just get up at 5. 
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Its been such a nice day. Thank You Lord. 
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Tomorrow will be busy. I have keyboarding, then a test to make up, then a meeting with my student adviser.
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I want to say something, without sounding haughty. Even with this landlord situation going on, my  life is so blessed. When we went to Trax, well, my friends are like my family.( And I have been told by some family, that I should watch  who I associate with. I tend to hang out with 'weirdos' I was told. Recovering Alcoholics, people with tats that are gross, gays, addicts, my ex, people that party too much (its funny because... well, they are pretty big partiers themselves, just 'higher class' drinkers than the people I hang with, and that sometimes, I'm irresponsible. Marrying without dating very long, dating 'undesirables' (according to?????), letting go of the good to 'be alone', up and leaving when I went to FL, and then CA, I could go on, but you get the gist of it? ) Anyhow, there wasn't one person there last night that didn't come and sit with me, come and catch up with me, come and hug me. Then there was a toast...to me! Thanking me for all I do and all I mean to everyone. Seriously, I don't do ANYTHING, but put up a facebook page and invite whoever wants to come, but I do love everyone of them. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't interact with SOMEONE ! From walking with my neighbor friends, to dinner with Becks, from movies with Trish to just sending a card when I think it would be welcomed. Yep, my step kids have tattooed faces and bodies,  and I have gay friends, and we hug each other because gay or straight, we are FRIENDS. Yep, I have 'ghetto' 'friends' some  that call me mom and I am not ashamed to be seen at Walmart with them. And I do throw back a few Margaritas every once in awhile, but there will never be a time that you call me and I won't come running. And... I call you and you wouldn't be  here in a heartbeat. Yep, my ex is a little weird and his hair is long and he is a recluse, but... when we sit together and have lunch or dinner, I remember why we were married for 20 years after 5 years of 'shacking'. So, when people try and bring me down, I can't be brought down.  Today, my student adviser booked me in her lunch hour to go over business plans and Sally Mae payments and so that we can talk about me being her assistant. "Mair, there isn't another person I want to spend my days working with". Hmmm. I love my mixed up crazy daisy life. I love all the people that surround me, and I think... I'm covered pretty will in the friend department. 

goodnight