Saturday, January 12, 2013

saturday morning

  • I woke up around 5 and turned my phone on. Lots of messages, none from who I was hoping for.
  • off to the popsons for zailins birthday. then home to my friends and our walk and some girl talk.
  • I am so disappointed in some folks in my life, I am actually thinking about taking them out of my life. going to be difficult, but truly they are jagoffs. always have always will be.
  • I thought about making my facebook public again but, I'm liking the privacy.
  • my step daughter called me yesterday. her and her husband are renewing their vows in march. they want my ex and I to walk with them down the aisle.
  • My ex and I stood up for suzi and mike when they got married and they are going on 15 years! they are going to pass up my ex and i !!!
  • see that memory box over there? if i tossed it, I wonder how much i would hate myself in a month, a year, a decade. some memories make me desire the past more than the future. some don't.
  • well, rose is up and at em' so I best get ready.
til later....

3 comments:

  1. I'm sorry people are disappointing you. That is hard. Maybe you just need a little distance. Maybe they can be in your life, just not with so much access.

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  2. Memory boxes are a mixed blessing ... just remember that everything in it (either real or metaphorical) has impacted the person you are today. That's what keeps me sane sometimes when I get bogged down in the philosophical dregs of, "Why?"

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