emotional weekend

• its been such a fantastic time with the girls being home. i love my girls so much ( *clarify... my nieces-I have no children of my own ). Yesterday, Sheila went back 'home' to West Virginia. She is so independent and goodbyes to Sheshe are just that, goodbye. Off to school, and I think this was just a 'see you later' hug. She walked her mom and dad and sister to their car and said "have a safe trip home- bye" and ran up the steps to her dorm. This is  how I wish I was. My sister felt bad because she is so easily able to go on. To me, its a tremendous quality. 
• Today, Bri came over to say good bye. Tears and hugs and I love you's all over the place. She went home to pack the car and my sis said she cried for a half an hour hating to leave home. She is so sensitive. So warm and so different from her sister. But, its good. Its good for Bri because she is so attached to her mom and dad. They did such a fantastic job on both of them. Sheila, daddy's girl without a doubt. Bri, mommy's girl. But honestly, no favorites, just such a great family love. 
• I've been a home body all weekend except for the birthday party yesterday. Its back to real life tomorrow. Back to being responsible and back to all the ins and outs. Just like I posted on facebook, I wish there were one more day in between Saturday and Sunday. 
• I start my job next month, then everything changes!! But I can hardly wait to dress up and play smart!!! 
• Well, its been a long day and I am ready to just be in my pjs. I still have the windows open, Its still 67. High tomorrow, 30! yay!!