Feels Like a Friday

• Tonight feels like a Friday night. I guess because I didn't have my Thursday after class date!!! 
• So, I walk into HR tonight and one of my friends says "Look at this picture I have on my phone" so I look, 'he's cute'...REALLY , 'yeah, how I like em' tall and MANLY and bald and goatee, yep, he's a cutie' "GOOD, I FIXED YOU UP WITH HIM". 'hahahaha.no.'  ''WHAT? he is so your type, I showed him your pictures, he thinks you are beautiful, you have the same sense of humor, he has a pick up truck and a harley!!!' 'thanks, but really if I wanted all that...I have one that I could just HAVE if I so desired''. "Please, just one date, just one". 'Ok, here's my list, you tell me yeah or nay. Married? Kids" Job" Jail''  "well, he's been separated for 3 years.' NO 'he had 3 kids, but they don't live with him" NO 'he works at GM'.... well, "Jail, no" . Well, one red flag = no deal. Sorry. I'm just not that into trusting, liking, caring anymore. The end. 
• One girl says ''You are too sweet to not be married". I said "I'm too sweet TO BE married". I am so happy right now with who I have in my life. NO ONE LIES TO ME , No one hurts my feelings or  I don't have to wonder about jail, or finances, or .... sincerity. I'll never trust again, but I'm very happy just doing my thing right now and living my life. Contentment, the name of the game when you are 54 and healing. I am sweet...ask anyone. I've paid everyone off!!!!! hahhaahha
• Well, we get up tomorrow, strip the beds and set off foggers all by 815. the kids go to the groomers, rose and I go shopping then we go home, air everything out, then the carpet cleaners come, we get the kids and BOOM... all of my stipend money is gone!! Thats ok though. I have my home and my head in a good place now. I have a job in a couple of weeks, the car is paid, the lawn is now being taken care of, and if need be, I have 3 credit cards that have a zero balance I can use if I have an emergency. Its all good... 
• I have so much homework over the weekend, but Becks and I are going to clean the basement carpets and clean up the back yard. Friends  ... gotta treasure them. 
• Thought about that plane ticket in my drawer. Got it out, put it back. Maybe at Christmas... or not. Thank God it was refundable. 
• So thankful for all the biscuit orders I have this week!! I may have to add biscuit pictures to my  http://cheesecakesnmore.blogspot.com/  site. I need to change my biz cards too. I think I may be able to put more money into my kennel account if this keeps up!! Imagine me, one day, owing a kennel. 
• Well, its bedtime. I'm tired and hurting.