GRAPEFRUIT JUICYFRUIT.

what a day. i wanted to blog and have a notepad that i keep in my car for 'thoughts' on my blogs. BUT... its in my car, which is in the shop because it needs ANOTHER transmission so my blog notes arent with me and I am too exhausted to thing.
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this morning was so emotional. period
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grace had a seizure tonight that lasted over an hour. draining for her, she won't be herself for a couple of days now, draining for me because I cry as I hold her and talk to her and whisper her through it. she cries, around her eyes gets brown and teary, like we cry and she foams and she slobbers the whole time.
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then i say to you know who, do you feel like dinner tonight or are sandwiches or cereal good. oh im just fine, im not hungry and its too hot to eat anyway. ok, bri and i take the car and i take roses car from her , i get home, get a shower and she yells downstairs are you putting clothes on or pajamas. um, pajamas. well i am hungry. oh dear God, call pizza joes and order something. i don't know  how. tooo.....use the phone? order something? i thought you weren't hungry. when did i say that. shoot me.
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so im taking my sane children and going to bed. I have the kennel at 5 am, school at 8, kennel at 5. 5am is exhausting. i have to adapt sheila's theory...ill sleep when im dead.

gnite...