thursday....

     Its a beautiful Thursday morning. 60 some degrees and the sun is shining. Its going to be 95 today. Not my cup of tea, its going to be in the 90s all weekend. We need rain so badly, and to be honest, I could use a good rainy day to stay home and watch BRAVO all day long.
     Yesterday I came home from school without going to the library to do homework. Not a good move. I came home and thought I would lay down for an hour. That was at 1. I woke up around 6, starving. SIX O'CLOCK! omg I'm never going to sleep tonight. Made some dogs and beans for supper, did NO HOMEWORK and went back to bed at 9. I was dead to the world til 4 am today.
     Did you ever just wake up missing someone. Your heart hurting because you feel so lonely? I did today. My heart and my head just don't know what its like to come to a decision together!!! hahaha. I am a scatterbrain sometimes!!
     I am waiting for my blood tests to come back. Why do they take SO LONG? When I get them I am going to make an appointment and start seeing a doctor who can determine what is going on with my numbness on my left side. From my foot to my hip, and its just scary not knowing. I know this is going to cost me an arm and my right leg, but it has to be done.  Health issues without the comfort of a husband, suck. To think... will I have to go through all of this 'old age' bull crap alone, makes me cry sometimes.
     Well the kennel is winding down to its final days. I have been working diligently on a business plan of my own, and a savings account that just took a Hyundi hit last week. Thank God for it and Rose though. Hopefully this car will last forever. Or another year or 3.
     5 am , Market Street. Youngstown Ohio. Seems that is the time that the bikers like to stop at that adult viewing booth place. Gag. It makes me sick to think that 1. ANYONE can actually sit in those booths. Gawd...who was there before me, is the jiz cleaned up? and 2. What if those were your daughters... unless you are a freakin pedophile or worse, wouldn't you be ready to kill people that looked at her? I know I know, she did the videos, or whatever goes on in there, but ... idk. idk.
     Well, I am going to go upstairs and attempt to give a rats arse aboujt HR class homework. Then school for the entire rest of the day and night.  Really... whodathunk Id be where I am today. Not me.