Ten Thought Tuesday a Little Late

1. If I share 10 thoughts today, I'll never have 13 for Thursday 13!!
2. My mother humiliated me so badly, two times yesterday at the hospital that I just walked out. Our relationship is so totally dysfunctional. No wonder I can't love or receive it from others.
3. My Grace had such a bad seizure yesterday morning. It makes me cry to watch her go through this epilepsy.
4. I can never thank God enough for my sister and brother, who more than anyone, keeps me sane in my absurd mother daughter relationship.
5. I wish there were something that could subside this 24/7 pain I am in. Last night I thought I was having a heart attack and I just cried about my life, and the pain and the inability to get any answers about my health.
6. The neighborhood watch meeting was so awesome last night. Its great to finally meet my neighbors and to be part of something in my little part of the world. I really enjoyed it, and cannot wait til the next one. And, Boardman police were there, too.
7. Only a week or 2 of school left. I have to work 3x's as hard to make up for the week I missed.
8. I totally re did my mom's room. Threw away crap that she hoards and really worked hard to make it nice for when she gets home. Unfortunately I saw a bag of 'hospital crap' that she has bagged up to reintroduce to her room. Ugh.
9. I feel like the worlds worst daughter 99.99% of the time.
10. I have to get out of this self pity thing I have been in for a few days. Maybe ONE nice thing will happen today to make me snap out of this! Say a prayer if you would.

adios!