TenThoughtTuesdays

I usually do these AFTER my day is over, but I have a busy day today then I plan on crashing EARLY!! so its an early TTT!

1. I have been weirdly emotional these past few days. Gotta get over THAT and  pronto!!
2. I am so hungry today. Not a good thing. I've been  doing pretty good with that honey and cider vinegar thing but today I WANT A PANCAKE!! hahaha
3. I have to say, I absolutely love school and the people I go to school with and my teachers. Whoda thunk it? 
4. I have FINALLY saved up enough to get Sheila's graduation gift! Now that unemployment cut me off, I'm glad I am able to get it now!!
5. I LOVE Pintrest!! what a cool site. 
6. Grace goes to the vets this week to get on treatment for her epilepsy. Spike goes next week , he's getting old. My babies <3 the loves of my life. 
7. Finally got my FASFA done at school. Yay now they won't keep pulling me from class to 'check'!! 
8. Mom gets scheduled for her surgery Wednesday. She has good and bad days but the bad seem to outnumber the good sometimes. 
9. I am so thankful for how mild our winter was. I didn't pay anyone once to do the driveway. Twice Pete did it and once Tommy did it.
10. I ask God everyday to help me not be  who I really am. I think, seriously, that I was born bad, and I cannot always 'help' the bad things I do or decisions I make. Last week I almost fell into a situation and almost made a bad move. In fact, I DID do the wrong thing but my guilt and my God got the better of me and I turned around and made it right. The next day I was so guilt ridden that I almost did what I was going to  do, that I broke down and begged God to guide me and jerk me back when I am tempted to do wrong. I have been praying that every morning since and although it brings me to tears, and I spend much time purging myself of my sin, it sets me free for the day. I found this little stone angel that I bought for my ex about 6 years ago. It says "I will never leave you". I carry that with me every single day now. People will leave ... Jesus will not.  Ever. Thank you Lord, for pulling me from that and making me know that You can help me be better. xo

  Hebrews 13:5 . . . God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.”