10:10 on Annawan Lane

Today was an especially nice day. It was warm and windy when I left for work and about 10 minutes into class time it started to POUR! Class was good and now that I have my private tutor coming over to help her auntie, I'll be better!!  A guy came in and sat at my table ( I always sit in the back, less 'hobbling' after sitting all that time) and started talking about the books. Seems there are 2 Business Law books floating around and he was asking me stuff about the books...etc.   Then he leans over and hands me a piece of paper with his name, cell phone number and email address and tells me if I would ever like to go for coffee, give him a call. What's Bri say tonight..."is he hot???". I told  her he looked like Leonard on The Big Bang Theory, but 50. "oh, ew"!! 
     So, I come home from school and get a call for a job. Can you come to the interview NOW? (I applied at this place last month for an event planner and the owner used to be a member at Tippi, pulled my resume and wants me to bake) So I meet the chefs and the kitchen manager and they ask 'what made you apply for this  position' I told them I was asked to apply'. They want me 4 am til 12 noon. idk. Seriously, I'm 53 and I have 13 hours of homework  per class. They called me back but I let it go to voicemail. I have to think about this. 
     I studied for a few hours then went to see my girl in her band performance. Let me tell you, Boardman Band puts on one heck of an awesome band night. I'm going to miss all of this in a few short months. My youngest baby girl is buying her things for college, she leaves in August. Omg is life going to be different. It makes me sad a little bit.
     Today I made a total ass out of myself. WHY do I EVER say the things I do when I know they go unreciprocated? Like I set myself up to be hurt/let down all the time. This is it. No more. When I let this happen to me, I feel like I start all over again being  hurt, but today, I feel it was a lesson. The last time I let it out. I am a totally different person today than I was just one year ago. I have to hold on to her because I can't fall back to that in my head again. 
    Well, back to that Ethics book.  I have to do definitions, so bear with me as I type them out one by one on here. Helps me remember when I type and read, so you'll have a little portion of that 40k investment I made!