Ten Thought Tuesdays

1. I'm so tired tonight I should be in bed, but I wanted to do my TTT's for the Facebook gals. Plus, since changing my hair,  its better when I shower and do it at night. So, I'm showered!
2. These past 2 days were really much harder than I ever expected them to be. MUCH harder *sigh*
3. It was nice with Meg, Thom, Mom and I at church this morning. 
4. I'm sorry dad that I was such a disappointment all these years. I'm so very sorry.
5. I was reading Tammi's TTT and she was going to cuddle with her husband. She loves him so much and I am so jealous that I don't have that. All I ever wanted was love everlasting. 
6. I'm working at Tippi tomorrow. Its only for a couple of hours, but I truly love just being there. 
7. I cannot seem to find anyone that can / will love Brutus, or take a chance on him. I asked his mom today if  its ok if I look around and she said yes. She was heartbroken about putting him down, but her husband insists. 
8. Its going to be a downpour tomorrow. I love downpours. Hopefully its still raining tomorrow night. My best sleep is in the rain. 
9. Thursday, 9 am , orientation for college!!! oh my stomach hurts!
10. Well, that's 10 random thoughts. I'm off to get under the covers with my babies. Maybe one day God will give me another chance at love.  Maybe.