In my pursuit of happiness, I have had to endure much grief. I handle it the only way I know. I don't allow anyone or anything to interfere. I am fine. I am private. I will be able, if I choose, to let 'someone' in one day. I am in no hurry. I have forgiven you. I choose to be happy with my life in the way I am happy. I don't need anyone but my family and those who care deeply for me. Its my life. Its my heart. You don't get to judge me. You really... don't even know me.