Lost Wishes

I wish that I could go back ...

- to my last day of college

- lunch

- and know how handle feelings

- and know what I needed to do next 

I wish
- I wish I knew that eventually I would heal
- I wish I wasn't so 'on guard' even now
- I wish I never was as hurt or ruined by my second marriage
- I wish you could have understood
I wish
- you knew