I havent blogged much because I don't really have anything to say. Life has been quiet and I have made some decisions about my relationship. I am going to just stick with working for John on Saturdays. I think I am more interested in that than a relationship. I don't want to have sex with him anymore and I realized Sunday, that I have let my priorities get out of line. So I am just going to stick with my life the way its supposed to be. I am happy that Paul and I are doing more together and he is taking the initiative to call me and we are back to church on Sunday.
Other than that, life is just like it was, minus employment. Big day tomorrow, doctors Friday and looking forward to seeing the surgeon soon. Thats it. life in a nutshell.